My First Post!

Hello Blog World! This is pretty new to me, but I have been reading other blogs for a while, and I think this will be good for me. I will be updating on my constant struggle with dealing with my drug addiction. I am a heroin addict. I have used just about every drug out there, but heroin has become my drug of choice; my weakness. I am 28 years old, and had a lot going for me. Pretty, young, smart, kind. I am that girl that noone would think would EVER become an addict, especially a heroin addict. It still sounds funny to me to say that. I never believed this would happen to me. But it has, and it has taken so much from me.

I have always had that fearless personality. I loved adventure, and trying new and exciting things. I liked excitement and danger. I believe this, combined with me always feeling depressed, lonely, and different, is what lead to my addiction. But I think most of it has to do with me trying to numb myself. To try and ignore that hardships of life. To feel happiness. Heroin makes me happy. Or at least that is what it tricks me into thinking. In reality, it makes my life so much more difficult. I have hurt so many people, and done so many things I never thought I would do...all because of heroin. It took over me. In this blog, I will explain all I have done, the terrible things this addiction has caused me to do, and what is currently going on in my life. I really hope to meet other people with the same problems, and hope that we can help each other out. I am such a private and quiet person, and it is really hard for me to open up to people, so I am really hoping this can help me.

That is all for now. I don't want to make this first post too long!

~Michele