So, I have been trying to speak with someone about a factory job. I was told to go in today and fill out an application. So I went...then they told me that I have to go online and do it. So they gave me the web address, I went home and applied. I really hope I hear something from them. This would be a good direction for me to go. I don't need to go back to working in restaurants. It is not a good environment for me, and I would just be unhappy. I need a change. But honestly, I would take anything right now.
I really miss hanging out, going out with friends downtown, having some drinks. I have really been wanting to do that lately. But I am not even going to try to do that right now. I hate having to get people to pick me up, and get rides and all that. I just feel like I am losing so much time in my life. That part makes me sad.
If I haven't gotten a job by the time I get my tax money back, I think I am just going to use that to get my license back. Because, not being able to drive is limiting things, A LOT. My mom will only give me a ride to work if it isn't too far of a drive. So that makes it a bit harder.
I get excited when I think about getting back on track. Finally making money, paying off my restitution..even though that will take a million years, paying my mom and step-dad back....and moving on. Being on my own. Getting out of this place.
I guess I am doing alright. As best as I can considering. I just want to put everything behind me. I have accepted that I have really screwed up, I just have to try to fix it.
Ive read all your post and would love to see how your doing. We have had a lot in comment down to the age of the both of us. I hope your doing well and would love to talk to you. I believe we could be each Others support system. Or just have someone to talk to. With understanding. Hope you continue posting.
ReplyDeleteHey. I am not sure if you will get this reply. I got arrested 5 days after you posted that, and went to prison. I have been home about a month and a half. I have to try to remember my login info, and I will update the blog
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