ALCOHOL!!!!!!

Well. I will say it has been a LONG time since I drank. Now, this is where it all began. Drinking. In highschool, then college. The start of it all. But ever since I met the love of my life, opiates...I have had no desire for alcohol. None, whatsover. Even when I couldn't get any opiates, or when I was taking a break.. wonder why that is. But I guess I am bored. I have had half a bottle of vodka in my room for months now. Tonight I decided to pull it out, but I almost had to convince myself to drink. But I have had a few shots now. I got my radio going, and I am enjoying myself.  i am about to go take another shot. I havent listened to any music in a long time. I have missed it. Anyway..I will write more later.