Fed Up

I am so fed up. I went 9 days without heroin. And then I use it one day..and then a day later, I feel withdrawals. What the hell? I woke up this morning feeling like shit. Body aches, and sneezing a million times. It is crazy. I hate heroin because of this. You would think that taking a 9 day break, and then using once, that I wouldn't feel withdrawals. I hate it.  Oh well..I just drank a beer, about to drank another one. Hopefully I won't feel much worse than this.