Woke up confused

Well, I woke up very confused. It was one of those mornings where you aren't sure what happened last night.  But then I remembered. I definitely have a headache this morning. I was so high last night. I don't think I had ever been that high. It was crazy.  I remember I was trying to feed my dogs, I was standing at the counter putting food in their bowls. I nodded out for the longest time standing there. Finally I snapped awake...and my poor dogs were laying there so patiently waiting on me....they looked so anxious to get their food. I couldn't help but laugh. But I enjoyed myself very much last night.  I just couldn't really do anything productive, at all. But I had lots of fun.

I had a lot of dreams last night. One, I was with my dad just hanging out. He passed away a couple years ago..I miss him a lot.  In another dream....my mom and stepdad were confronting me and told me they knew I was high...and I was basically in a lot of trouble.  I think I had a lot of dreams like that one.

But as soon as I did that first shot yesterday., it felt like I had no tolerance at all! It was great. I was very pleased, and think I will be satisified for a while. I guess I have to be!