geez

Well, my plan was to start suboxone today, since I don't have any money or heroin. Then my crazy mind decides to just ask my dealer if he would front me some. If he would, great, if not...fine, I will start suboxone. I asked him and he said yes, surprisingly. He used to never front me like this. So, I will be meeting him in a little bit. My mind decides to try every route of getting heroin. It is crazy.