I am a fucking mess. My heart is racing, and I am having TERRIBLE anxiety. I have GOT to have a big shot, soon. I took some suboxone hours ago, and it didn't do shit. So, instead of taking more, I decided to just buy some dope tonight. And the way I am buying it is pretty shady, which is making me all the more nervous. I'll eplain later. But I wont have it for another hour. I havent been able to eat all day....but now I am feeling hungry but unable to eat. I hate this feeling. Especially this racing heart.  Please let this work out