So Friday I was detoxing and craving pretty bad. I ended up getting some. I had to "borrow" the money from work, meaning I borrowed just a little from the register, and put it back as soon as I made it in tips. I only borrowed a little...so I knew I would make it back. I felt so much better. But, I ended up doing too much. I could barely keep my eyes open at work. So I got off at 7 am, then went to bed. Had to work last night too. So I got more H. Did most of it, then saved a tiny bit, and decided to finish it at work. Then right as I was about to prepare my shot, the rubber tip on the plunger completely broke. :( I was SO disappointed, so I just snorted the last bit...which I feel like is such a waste. So I figured that meant it was time for a break since I didn't have anymore working syringes. Then after I woke up today...I decided to mess around with my syringe, and if I could somehow rig it to work, then I would get more...if not, then I would quit for a while. Go figure....I got it working. So I will be getting more tonight. I need to get another suboxone, because I have GOT to quit, REAL soon.
I have a customer at work that has been coming to see me the last couple nights. He wants me to call him and talk, and maybe hang out. I am really not interested. He bought me a teddy bear and gave it to me last night. He gave me a cell phone, and then said he will send me the money to get it turned on. He says he wants to take care of me and spoil me. hmm...tempting. He keeps telling me how beautiful I am, blah blah. I hope he doesnt come in tonight. If he does, he will be asking why I haven't called. :(
Anyway...........nothing exciting going on here, unfortunately. Four more hours and I will have my dope, I want it now.
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