Summertime, and the livings easy...

HELLO! Happy Independence Day!   So yesterday was payday. I had my paycheck money and decided to treat myself. I bought $170 worth of heroin. I bought it while I was at work...just ran across the street to meet him, then hurried back. I went to the bathroom and did a little. Then....I almost freaked out! The manager called 2 people into the office, then he drove them somewhere. He was taking them to do a drug test!!! I was so worried that I was going to be next. But nothing was said. Every now and then they randomly select people for drug tests. If I was picked, I would have failed...and been fired. But that just means the my chances are greater of being picked next, which means I HAVE to take a break from using. I cannot afford to get fired. How long does it take to be safe and able to pass a pee test??

Anyway, after work yesterday, I went to my friends house who I also work with. We had to make and decorate cupakes for work. We gave them out today for the holiday. But last night we were drinking Long Island drinks. mmmmm, they were good. They were going nicely with my heroin buzz. But it was weird because it has been so long since I have hung out with anyone. But I enjoyed it. I need to start doing that more often. Lately all I have been doing is keeping my self secluded and isolated.

Once I got home last  night, I did the last of my dope...which was a lot! So needless to say, I was very high. I couldn't do anything without it taking me 10 years to do. I felt great though. I kept trying to write a post. I started it...then I woke up an hour later with my forhead touching the keyboard and my neck in pain! So I gave up, and went to bed.

I woke up this morning feeling good, but a little nauseous. I ended up throwing up at work. That usually means that I had pretty good H. Today went by pretty fast at work.

I had a good day at work today. I found a random ten dollar bill in my apron today, so that was nice. And I had more money than I thought I did.
( wow..it is taking me so longto concentrate, and write this, and keep my eyes open!)

I decided to buy some more H today. I wanted to get as much as I could..because I am going to try to quit for a while, so I wanted to have one last good time. I got $120 worth once I got off work. I did a little as soon as I got it. Then I did a pretty big shot not long ago. And now, I can barely keep my yes open, much less, write this post. I am going to finish the bad pretty soon.

I guess I will end this post now.  BYEEEEEEEE