Too many drugs

I have been waking up the last few mornings confused and not remembering even going to sleep. I have been doing way too much heroin lately. But I like it. I woke up this morning with the weirdest feeling. Don't know why. But I have been in and out of sleep all day, literally. I have just been so tired today, even though I got a lot of sleep. I haven't even taken any sleeping pills the last couple of days. I guess it is just the heroin.

I did over a gram last night. Usually I would spread that amount out over 2 days.. But I just wanted to get really high. I guess I wont be getting any for the next few days. I work 3rd shift the rest of the week. Which means I wont be making much money. :( It makes me sad to know that I won't be able to get any for a while...I wish I had never even tried heroin once. Because it will forever be in my head. The mental part is much harder for me. I feel like I can't be happy without it.